How do I enjoy native even more?

I've got 28 hours in the game and I'm feeling a little bad. I've restarted my character several times and yesterday I thought I had made the perfect story but becoming a mercenary and capturing friendly people didn't feel right.

Tomorrow I'd like to try again. My goal is to remain completely neutral as I honestly see all factions have good rulers and fun lords. I'll spend my time killing bandits and doing quests but I'm hoping it won't become tedious.

If the game had more personality to the characters then I'd probably swear my allegiance to one of them early on but all the kings are nice to me.

How can I enjoy being an independent, heroic adventurer if the only thing I can do is kill bandits, grind and do the same quests over and over? I need a goal or challenge but not a restriction or difficulty increase.

Sorry if this doesn't make sense. I've just felt bad as I want to play the game but I also don't want to play it as I know I'll restart unless I start after getting sleep.

Submitted June 21, 2017 at 04:18PM by Supercon22 http://ift.tt/2tPu1FW