Hey reddit, it's been a while since I posted here, spent most of my time on /v/ these past years but for this subject I honestly felt like I wanted to explain my predicament to an audience who wouldn't tell me I'm a faggot.
I've been playing Warband since 2012, to this day I still enjoy playing it and ever since the bannerlord announcement; I, like many others, have slowly become more and more uninspired as the release is pushed further and further back.
A few months back I passed out doing heavy work at my job, granted it was more than I normally do, but nothing enough to make a normal person faint. I was told I had a heart murmur; several holes through breathing chambers and valves. The day before last I was put under anesthesia to see if the holes could be stinted via groin camera and I've been told the holes in my valves have become much larger and increased in number. Open heart surgery is the immediate option but I've been told they're doubtful. If they can't replace the damaged sections of my heart, I will probably die within 2-3 years.
Of course, I've been struggling a lot with this, and coming to grips with stuff is hard, but today it hit me; I might never get to play Bannerlord. I know it sounds stupid but this is really fucking me up. I have managed to accept that I might never see my parents again in a few years time but the prospect of never playing Bannerlord is really really screwing with me.
Someone give me comfort or something I don't know.
Submitted June 25, 2018 at 12:57AM by boshmi https://ift.tt/2toKqnk
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